The roads of life..

Today.. it has been like 6 months from the last time I wrote a blog..

The road of life.. Why do I say so..?

At many times.. life are like roads.. some are rough.. some are smooth.. some are wide.. some are narrow.. some are straight.. some are winding.. uphill and downhill..

At times we face roads blocks, at times we have to stop for the traffic lights, at times we meet with accident and at times we have to give way to others..

During our journey towards certain destination in life.. we have to choose our paths like the crossroads, the split roads, flyover, T-junctions, highways and dead ends.

Nevertheless, some roads are without U-turn, so we have to travel the extra mile just to go back to the location that we have gone wrong.

On the road, we usually meet other vehicles who will travel on the same direction and also the opposite direction towards their respective destinations.

There are some vehicles that will travel the same roads as you for a very long time, some will depart separate ways and some will meet again at other point of the road.

There will be some time when we meet some good drivers that will show you the way or give way or shoot the highlights on you or point the centre finger at you or even till the extend of 'FUCK U'.

Hahaha... all these depends on the choices of roads that we choose towards our destination.

Timing is also so very important as some will want to reach their destination fast.. some take their time.. and some will keep to time..

Along the way, we usually stop by to take a rest.. and that is where we get a chance to say HI!!

At times when we face breakdowns, there comes the tow-truck.. and we will continue with our journey again.

The ROADS of LIFE will never end till the day our vehicle breaks down and never recover again..

~They bring us together, and yet they bring us apart~

How ironic are cars to human...?

Today I had fell sick after about a month working in my new office... got mc for halfday... returned home half dead. Slept till 8 pm and my gf called to open the door.

I found out that it was raining outside and I was thankful that she reach my place safely.
It was very nice and thoughtful of her to buy dinner and come to visit me... I was definitely very happy...

Had dinner together and chat a little... then she had to leave at 10 pm because she needed to rest early... and also to see her dad at home...

Of course felt sad that she had to leave but she had to rest more for a better tomorrow... hehehe.

Then I called up a fren to talk to her the progress of me and my new gf... of course also to catch up on what we had missed.

Then she asked me a question... 'How do you know that this gf of yours is THE ONE'?
I answered her... THE ONE depends on what you want and also what you have experienced.

At many times... we judge what we want thru looking at other ppl and also what ppl experience from what they have. Sometimes things that ppl experience is different from each other. But we will take the highest point as our benchmark of what we want because its the best that you can get. I use to be like that...

Sometimes the thing that you want in life may not be the thing that is best for you in life...
And sometimes after knowing the thing, it may not be the thing that you want anymore...
So, it also depends on timing of when and what you want... of course the experience as well.

The example that I gave to my fren was my car... A KENARI.
When I first look at the Kenari... I felt that I did not like it due to its design... that was at first glance... but after that things changed.
Now I am driving a Kenari myself and I find all the good things in it.
From the space to comfort and fuel saving...

What I am trying to say here is not trying to sell the car... but sometimes things do not seem to look like what it is like... you have to experience something and gone thru something with it... then you will find the goodness and also the understanding that certain things are not there for a reason.

Its not that I did not like my gf at the first glance... but we started as frens... then we became good frens. I started to find that I start to understand her more and wanted to know more...
Of course there are certain things that I expected but it was not there... but like I said... things were not there for a reason.

Sometimes things that we hope to want and what we really want can be different...
At this point of time... she is what I really want and I hope that she is my last gf so that we can grow together to be something that we both want... thats the only true thing that I wanna do now.

I hope that Fei, Gu and CK can support me as I know one day that you will view this blog... thanks for being my fren.

New day to come for a new beginning...

Tomorrow will be my new day working in my new company.
Now i am feeling a little scared of what to come tomorrow and also the problems that i will face there.
There is also some excitement because i will be working in another industry and i have never been to this industry... so i guess there will be a lot of surprises waiting for me tomorrow.

Ball Game coming up...

I am happy that in December... i will be playing my favourite game again...

There will be a competition held in KL and i just newly join a team in SS2 to be part of the competition...

Just can't wait to train again and brush up my long lost rusted skills...

Today i saw a statement on i of my team mate's T... written... 'I love basketball more than my girlfren'

I just laugh...

Good old days...

Its been weeks or maybe months since i wrote my last blog... it has been weeks as well since i last met up with my good frens... "Hope that you guys are well!!!'.

Life has been busy lately with new improvements coming for work and i find that i am getting lazier and lazier each day... but i think i can still sustain with that.

Tonite... i started thinking that it has been almost 1 year now since i broke up with Shelly... i did not expect that i would be single till now and maintain this kinda of life but in reality... it is happening... after so many serious shit happen... i really regretted lots of stuff in life but i have also learn to appreciate a lot of things in life.

I tried to change ny life a bit but eventually it just did not work out so good. Sometimes i just think that izzit that i need a partner in life to keep me going further and further in life as i have always succeeded in the pass. Each time i was in a relationship, i would achieve something in life or maybe take down some challenge. Maybe thats my will during that time.

Now!!! that kinda will is gone and i really need to pick up again.

What I want???

"Maybe you yourself need to ponder why you seem to get into complex situations? Is there anything you yourself can do or improve yourself? To be frank, you yourself don't know what you want?"

Good questions posted by a fren of mine... will bear in mind!!! At the moment... no comment because i need to think for myself... thanks.

Back to office...!!!

Sigh... a bit worried about tomorrow as i will be back in the office... tonnes of papers will be on my desk and worse of all... (PHONE CALLS!!!)... the mail box will also be "KA BOOM"... :)

Just came back from Melaka after a long... 10 days holiday + 2 days training in the factory... had training for Civic Hybrid, Type R and all new Stream... haha... the best model of all... of course (TYPE R)... really liked the rev of the engine... the sound is so sweet...!!! can't wait till i get my hands on it.

It has been some time since the last time i was writing a blog... busy finding solutions to my problems but however, decided to carry on with life and start off new... tomorrow might be an exciting day at work as the energy to accelerate has already been piling up and waiting to be unleashed... after lepak at home for tooooo loooonnng :)

This Raya was a bit different compared to the rest... did not go visit any frens as well as did not really go out to enjoy too... just lepak at home and surf the net... what a life??? but basically i needed time off...

One important thing to remember today... "Be an up up person in a down down world" from tomorrow onwards... thanks Jac... GOD bless you!!!

Target for the month of December 2007!!!

This signage will take effect from December 2007 onwards... pls do support :)

Karma... or I shall say 'Ying Guo Pao Yin'

I used to live with a complicated life where i felt that it was exciting to have things unclear... you like to have many ppl around you in your life? Of course you do... everyone likes that... rite?

My fellow buddies used to bet among themselves each time i got engaged to some new gf... bloody hell you all... what the f$%k do you all think you are doing??? They always win eventually... this also later on spread to their spouse and gf... oh LORD... forgive them.

Do you know that having a lot of ppl liking you is not so fun after all...! eventually you will tired off because everyone wants a piece of you and there is nothing left for yourself to endure.

Finally... i decided to keep life simple... find out what you really what in life and look hard for it... stick with it and continue with other objective...

I threw away every single thoughts of what i had in the pass... renew myself.

To my dismay... again this time... I was simple enough but the gals that i meet are so complicated... looking at them is like looking into a mirror seeing who i was last time...

This is what some ppl call KARMA... its a cycle of life... my buddies tell me ' Tai sei'.

I will be strong and I will fail you all this time... dun need bet la...

Finally...

Yesterday i was down with food poisoning and i couldn't really get out of bed... what a day for me... practically i was on leave to do my stuff but to my dismay... i have to bare with my illness.

I did made a call to Jess to chat with her... and i found out that i can't continue going after her anymore. I am probably exhausted already. I can't force someone to like me like the way i liked her... thats a fact... to except the fact is a very hard thing but it is the fact.

My propaganda " Change those things that cannot be accepted but accept those things that cannot be changed".

I am happy for the times that i have spent with her and the the time that is given to me to know her. I shall stop my journey here and hopefully in some other time... we can make things better.

Tomorrow... i will recover fully from my illness and shall continue will my life with all sails up and full speed ahead...

The Specialty In Her

Jess actually taught me how to think in a different point of view. When i first found out that she was a BA before... i was a little weird in feeling but then... i sat down again to think about it and i came out with something... 'why don't i think from the perspective of a model'... when talking about models... its all about beauty... rite.

I am talking like that not because i have a crush on her but basically i am thinking from a different side of me... sometimes i am too rigid about things.

She is special in many ways... i wouldn't wanna change what is in her as it is her herself that attracts me.

Bossy is one of the attitude thats shows obviously when talking to her. But i think this is the only attitude that will protect her when she is dealing with unwanted situations...

A Lesson Learned!!!

Last Friday, Jess invited me to join her for a clubbing nite at Sanctuary together with her bunch of good friends. I went there at about 11 pm and we proceeded in... that nite was really packed with ppl.

I did not drank much that nite because wanting to look after her in case if she got drunk. Basically also because her friends were so overwhelmed with the bottles of whiskey. I can see that she was enjoying her nite.

1 question came in to my mind... can this kinda of happiness stay on for as long as it takes... you might wake up tomorrow morning having the hell of your life due to hang over. I see them as in my pass where i was also like that back in my younger days.

After the nite was over, i decided to take Jess home but her fren insisted the she must follow him... i did not wanna make a fuss out of anything and finally i decided to let her go with her fren. I did went over to Cheras to see her home but then i realised how stupid i am to do so... and i went home that nite not thinking of anything else...

The Gal That I Met Recently...!

After coming back from a holiday in Taman Negara... I started contacting this gal... JESS. She has this tremendous outlook that always shows energy in herself to accelerate further. Though did not talk much to her during the trip, but manage to get her number and contact her.

First meeting... went to Cheras to pass over the trip photos to her and also her frenz... made my first mistake by inserting her personal photos into the CD as well... Damn!!! Found out that she has a dog named Rocky and it seriously looks like my beloved Jenny... same look in the eyes and also the fur colour.

First asignment... not really also la. Perfume spree in PJ... she wanted to get some fragrances and the price was cheap at the warehouse sales. Got her a CK Uphoria... but of course i was not the one paying for it... did not have a good reason to present her anything due to just known each other. Found out that gals seriously love perfume because i had to beratur like 10 rows of humans to pay for the perfume. Luckily i got a CK One for myself too...

First chat thru the phone... We started talking about almost anything... from her history to mine. I know that that's not all about her because she tends to like to be secretive at times. Found out that she was a BA before... my first impression was WOW and Ohh My God at the same time... and that kinda feeling was weird for me... coz i have never had this kinda feeling before. At first i was a little negative about it and she asked me why i had that kinda of thinking... i asked her what was the reason for being a BA... izzit the money, the look, the glamour, the feeling of belonging to a group that thinks alike, the urge of wanting something so badly, the need for using branded stuff, and many more... her answer was the fun... and that includes everything. She just giggle as i revealed the reasons myself. I also found that she loves her family very much and that she have two younger sis who looks and acts like her and both her parents that pamper her so much... can feel when listening to the speech...

Frenz 4eva dude...

In my current life... I have 3 dudes that are like bros to me... so valuable eva.

These dudes are named after animals.

The DOG aka Man's Best Fren
A fren who has been with me 4 well too long since our high school days. Being man's best friend, he has always been there for me no matter what kinda situation i am in. Good listener he is and always being patient in many ways. Famous for his blurness after getting to know the SOTONG or SQUID from the Kepong river. The inventor of NASI ABC and also the famous Ho Fun Suet in Puchong to Kepong.

The Cow aka GU GU
A fren since i was still 1 metre in height... has been staying in the same taman for ages... go to the same padang for basketball games... i still remember the good old days of the bicycle ride to school. A high achiever in whatever he does and being determine in everything. If you want some piece of advise and would not wanna pay a single cent... let me know... i can contact him for you. Most like by women for his STEADINESS... but never fall for one of them at any time... till now... you have found your gal dude... bravo!!! amigo.

The Cat aka CK... (excuse me! not Calvin Klein neh...)
Not much of a friend in lower secondary due to his low profileness and goodiness... but we became good friends during our final years in school. (He started to become nasty like me)
Have you ever met a cat staying on a mango tree... if you wanna see one... just let me know! Now currently found his great bebe and finally got tied up to her... but she can't stop us from meeting... kekeke. Famous for his soft heartedness and undecided mind... sure kena psyco!!!

What I have mentioned up there is just some brief descriptions of what i have found in them... but... no matter what happens bros later in life... you will always get a piece of my mind and heart because it is so hard for me to not becoming your friend. Cheers bro!!!

The story of my life...

Life starts with the letter L and end with the letter E...
Let it be till enough is Enough...
then we Die...
that starts with the letter D and end with the letter E...
Done should it be but never Enough...

Is that the rhime of life? Today, I started the first day of so call blogging that all this while I have never indulge in.